Something I noticed and realized about myself today is that I have a tendency of operating in different modes of operation when you’re dealing with me in an emotional way.

If I’m being the protector, I can’t seem to function in other ways for instance. It’s more of a binary thing with me.

I think this gets in the way of me being able to be everything all at once. I know it can be frustrating, but that seems to be the way that I’m wired.

This seems to be the opposite of me in an engineering perspective when I seem to be able to deal with way more levels all at once.

I think it’s interesting seeing how my brain works in practice when different things are thrown at me in different ways.